That one must seek no certainty nor comfort outside oneself, but inwardly in God.
The Sixtieth Letter.
That one must seek no certainty nor comfort outside oneself, but inwardly in God.
Sister, beloved in the little child Jesus!
Your letter Brother S. has read aloud to me. I am now no weaker than when he was at E.; rather it is more bearable, because I keep myself very still, and must keep so, by reason of the exhaustion of the vital spirits and of the head, that I scarcely see the paper.
But how restless do I see you, you silly child! Can you not stay in the lap? Does not the mother know best, then, what is needful for you and what is not? Let Love do the caring, and do with me and with all the children whatever pleases her; and only creep straightway again into her lap. She alone is enough for you, and better than ten and more of her children. Be at rest also in regard of your way: I still find nothing other to say to you than I have always done — in weakness, but according to the truth. But do you then believe only for the sake of my words? Have you not yourself, after the first inflowings and encounters, heard the little child in your heart? And do you not bear, even in the greatest sufferings, an inextinguishable though dark and secret inclination, in your inmost being, toward the simple, innocent, gentle, blindly-trusting way of the child, and toward inwardness? Yea, have you not from time to time, beyond all your comprehending and self-making, a calming impression of certainty in the Ground, that God would have you there? This can and must be more to you than the words of men. If you open your eyes by outward-turning, reflection, unrest, and the like, then the secret, calming impression that it is well with one is lost; if you shut your eyes again, and will have no certainty which the Father does not give, but leave yourself over to Him, then by degrees you perceive again the secret calming. Souls that are called thereunto have nothing when they would have something; but if they let their wanting-to-have fall, then they have everything, even when they seem to have nothing.
May Jesus be your peace and mine in eternity, Amen! Remember me — I do the like — and remain
One bound to you.
German
Der sechzigste Brief.
Daß man keine Gewißheit noch Trost außer sich, sondern inwendig in GOtt suchen müsse.
In dem Kindlein JEsu geliebte Schwester!
Deinen Brief hat mir Br. S. vorgelesen.
— Opening lines of the original German. The complete transcription of all 605 letters appears in the forthcoming Encounter Press critical edition; Brief 1 is shown in full as a sample.
German text: public domain (1773–75 first edition / 1845 Gesammelte Schriften).
Translator’s notes
What this letter is. A short, deeply tender letter to an anxious sister, dictated when Tersteegen was too weak to write freely — "I keep myself very still… that I scarcely see the paper." Her letter had been read aloud to him by "Brother S.," and his answer is pure comfort wrapped in a mother's affectionate scolding. "But how restless do I see thee, thou silly child!" — the words warm, not harsh — "Canst thou not stay in the lap?" The governing image is God as a nursing mother: "Does not the mother know best… what is needful for thee?" So "let Love do the caring… and do thou only creep straightway again into her lap. She alone is enough for thee." The sister had evidently doubted whether her inward path was right, so Tersteegen redirects her from his words to her own heart: "dost thou then believe only for the sake of my words? Hast thou not thyself… heard the little child in thy heart?" She carries, he insists, "even in the greatest sufferings, an inextinguishable though dark and secret inclination… toward the simple, innocent, gentle, blindly-trusting way of the child" — and, "from time to time… a calming impression of certainty in the Ground, that God would have thee there." That inward witness "can and must be more to thee than the words of men." Then he gives the mechanism precisely: "If thou openest thine eyes by outward-turning, reflection, unrest… then the secret, calming impression… is lost; if thou shuttest thine eyes again, and wilt have no certainty which the Father does not give, but leavest thyself over to Him, then by degrees thou perceivest again the secret calming." The letter closes on its paradox — souls called this way "have nothing when they would have something; but if they let their wanting-to-have fall, then they have everything, even when they seem to have nothing." He signs, simply, "One bound to thee."
A few words and echoes.
- Creep back into the lap. The letter's whole consolation is the image of God as a mother whose child needs only to climb back into her lap. It breathes the air of Isaiah's "as one whom his mother comforteth" (Isaiah 66:13) and "can a woman forget her sucking child?" (Isaiah 49:15). The cure for anxiety is not effort but return.
- Heard the little child in thy heart. His pastoral move is to point her away from his own authority to the inward witness she already carries — "hast thou not thyself… heard the little child in thy heart?" Certainty is not to be argued into her from outside but recognized within.
- The impression in the Ground. His key phrase — "a calming impression of certainty in the Ground" — locates assurance in the deep place of the soul (the Seelengrund), beneath "all thy comprehending and self-making." It is felt, not reasoned; God-given, not manufactured.
- Eyes open, eyes shut. His spiritual physics is exact and practical: turning outward — by "reflection, unrest" — loses the secret peace; shutting the eyes and refusing "certainty which the Father does not give" lets it steal back "by degrees." Assurance is protected by not grasping at it.
- Having nothing, possessing all. The climax is Paul's paradox — "as having nothing, and yet possessing all things" (2 Corinthians 6:10). The anxious soul's very wanting-to-have (a phrase Tersteegen sets off pointedly, rendered here in italics) is what keeps it empty; letting that grasp fall is what makes it rich.
trans. Jarred Fenlason · gerhardtersteegen.com/letters/bdi-thi-060 · all rights reservedEnglish translation © Jarred Fenlason · All rights reserved · gerhardtersteegen.com.