God's goodness shall move us to love Him and to forget ourselves.
The Hundred-and-fifty-first Letter.
God's goodness shall move us to love Him and to forget ourselves.
Dearly beloved sister!
Can I not buy the time for it, to greet you with a couple of lines, then I must steal it, and tell you in haste that God is so good; that you with me should yet love Him, and that I still love you also. You will indeed think: Have you nothing else to say to me, then I already know it. Now, when you know it, then it will always be something new to you, and well worth double postage, when a brother who also knows it writes to you: God is so good, so good, so good; let us love Him, and only love Him, and love one another in Him! Or better, love Him only in one another!
You are a poor weak child, that I know; and if I were not such a one myself also, then I would surely sometime be dismayed at your weakness and that of others, that you so easily come out of order. But I hope it will go with you also as with the children, who with sobs do indeed once fall asleep, but wake again with a smile, when they have slept the sad pictures away. I begin then again my old and yet ever new song: God is good, and so good, that He loves even such poor and weak children. Let us only love Him, and forget ourselves! Ah yes, my God! it seems to me I love thee not, so long as I still see and find myself, and am occupied with myself. May thy love swallow ever more this myself, that I may know only of thee, and only thou and thy goodness take all my devotion and occupation, and in thee everything (even the strangest) may seem right good to me, and, when I love thee so in innocence, all, all things may work together for good. Rom. 8:28. Amen, Jesus!
— — I greet you tenderly, as also the dear sister. The dear children here, especially my housemates, greet you heartily likewise.
Your
obliged fellow-brother.
Mülheim, the 7th of October, 1751.
German
Der hundertundeinundfünfzigste Brief.
GOttes Gutheit soll uns bewegen um Ihn zu lieben und unserer selbst zu vergessen.
Herzlich geliebte Schwester!
Kan ich nicht die Zeit darzu kaufen, dich mit ein paar Zeilen zu grüßen, dann muß ich sie stehlen, und dir in Eil sagen, daß GOtt so gut ist; daß du ihn mit mir doch sollst lieben, und daß ich dich auch noch liebe.
— Opening lines of the original German. The complete transcription of all 605 letters appears in the forthcoming Encounter Press critical edition; Brief 1 is shown in full as a sample.
German text: public domain (1773–75 first edition / 1845 Gesammelte Schriften).
Translator’s notes
What this letter is. The last letter of Theil III: a short October note of the 7th, 1751, from Mülheim to Anna Maria Elisabeth Schmitz — the same sister who, five years earlier, had asked him what true detachment was (Brief 72). He cannot buy an hour, so he steals a few lines to say the one thing: God is so good. She will think she already knows it. That, he says, is why it is always new, and worth double the postage when a brother who also knows it writes it. Then the old song again, a prayer that His love swallow the self still seen and found, and greetings to the other sister and the household.
Steal the time, and sing. "Can I not buy the time for it, to greet you with a couple of lines, then I must steal it, and tell you in haste that God is so good." The whole letter is that haste. She is a poor weak child — and so is he; if he were not, her coming out of order would dismay him. It will go with her as with children who fall asleep with sobs and wake with a smile, the sad pictures slept away. Then the song, old and yet ever new: God is good, and so good that He loves even such. Let us only love Him, and forget ourselves.
The prayer. "Ah yes, my God! it seems to me I love thee not, so long as I still see and find myself." His love is to swallow that myself, until only He and His goodness take all the devotion, and in Him even the strangest looks right good, and all, all things work together for good. Amen, Jesus. Then the cut, and the tender greeting — to her, to the dear sister, to the children here and the housemates. Your obliged fellow-brother. Mülheim, the 7th of October, 1751.
A few words and echoes.
- God's goodness. GOttes Gutheit — the letter's one message, and the argument's first half.
- steal the time. die Zeit darzu kaufen / stehlen — he cannot buy an hour, so he steals the lines.
- nothing else to say. nichts anders zu sagen — she will think she already knows it; he says that is why it is new.
- double postage. doppelt Porto — a brother's word that God is good is worth twice the sending.
- love Him in one another. ihn nur in einander lieben — better than loving Him alone, better even than loving one another in Him.
- poor weak child. armes schwaches Kind — she and he both; the song is that God loves even such.
- children who fall asleep with sobs. mit Schlucksen einschlafen, mit Lächlen wieder aufwachen — the weakness that cries itself to sleep and wakes smiling, the sad pictures slept away.
- my old and yet ever new song. meinen alten und doch immer neuen Gesang — the same three words, again: God is so good.
- forget ourselves. unserer selbst vergessen — the argument's other half, and the song's.
- this myself. dieses mich selbst — the self still seen and found; His love is to swallow it.
- even the strangest. auch das Wunderlichste — in Him it looks right good.
- all, all things. alle, alle Dinge zum Guten mitwirken — Romans 8:28, named in the letter.
- housemates. Hausgenossen — they greet with him; the household is in the letter to the end.
trans. Jarred Fenlason · gerhardtersteegen.com/letters/bdii-thiii-151 · all rights reservedEnglish translation © Jarred Fenlason · All rights reserved · gerhardtersteegen.com.