Letters · Zweiter Band · Theil III (1775)

A consoling farewell to a sick brother, unto blessed eternity.

Bd II · Th III · Brief 47 · Der siebenundvierzigste Brief

AddresseeTo Wilhelm Weck, at Wald near Solingen — the brother of Brief 41, now gravely ill with typhus (Fleckfieber); a farewell letter written in the fear that he was dying. The print suppresses the name as N. Written in the intimate du (English you). Salutation Mein lieber Bruder N. → "My dear brother N."; subscription Dein verbundener schwacher Bruder.
DateMülheim, 2 March 1744 — the print dateline reads Mülheim, den 2. Märtz 1744.
Provenance — *Translated from the public-domain 1775 first edition (Theil III, pp. 140–141), in normalized GS-1845 house orthography. All rendered words are from public-domain prints.

The Forty-Seventh Letter.

A consoling farewell to a sick brother, unto blessed eternity.

My dear brother N.

This very moment I hear of your illness, and know not whether this letter will still find you in the mortal life. Lose yourself, with trust, in the wide bosom of the eternal love of God in Jesus, and let Him deal with you, be it toward life or toward death. Cast yourself away; do not think on yourself, and let yourself fall in, wholly stripped, into the arms that were nailed to the cross for you, and that still stand open in love for you. For the sake of your holiness the Lord will not be gracious to you — that is certain; but I know that He has loved you, and will carry it through gloriously. Ah! we are nothing. We are guilty. We are abominable: but the goodness of our God is incomprehensible, wonderful — an unfathomable sea, which from below and from above, from within and from without, on all sides and at all times, surrounds, preserves, nourishes, and swallows us up. On this unending goodness of God our trust may securely rest. May this sea enclose and swallow you up too, when you die. Then go hence in peace, my dear brother! behold, love, praise, and worship the God who has loved us — before whose face we shall (as I humbly hope) soon meet again, should it not happen here any more.

Once more, in the spirit of the love of Jesus, together with all the children here, greeting and kissing you heartily, I lay you down into the open arms of Jesus, who is near to you. Amen, Jesus! We do not forget you. For several days now I have often been with you in the spirit, without knowing of your illness. I remain, here and above,

Your devoted, weak brother.

Mülheim, the 2nd of March 1744.

German

Der siebenundvierzigste Brief.

Tröstlicher Abschied von einem kranken Bruder auf die selige Ewigkeit.

Mein lieber Bruder. N. Den Augenblick höre deine Krankheit, und weiß nicht, ob dich dieses noch in der Sterblichkeit antrifft?


— Opening lines of the original German. The complete transcription of all 605 letters appears in the forthcoming Encounter Press critical edition; Brief 1 is shown in full as a sample.

German text: public domain (1773–75 first edition / 1845 Gesammelte Schriften).

Translator’s notes

What this letter is. The most affecting letter of this run: a farewell written to a dying man. Wilhelm Weck — the brother to whom Tersteegen had written the great letter on the "unforgivable sin" (the forty-first) — had fallen ill with typhus, and word reached Tersteegen that his life was in danger. Not knowing whether the letter would arrive in time — "whether this letter will still find you in the mortal life" — he writes a few sentences that are less counsel than a laying of the dying man into God's hands.

The whole letter is one motion: away from self, into God. "Lose yourself, with trust, in the wide bosom of the eternal love of God in Jesus, and let Him deal with you, be it toward life or toward death." The image is of a fall into an embrace: "let yourself fall in, wholly stripped, into the arms that were nailed to the cross for you, and that still stand open in love for you." Death and life are made equal in that surrender — whether we live or die, we are the Lord's. The consolation Tersteegen offers is deliberately not the comfort of a good conscience. He takes it away, in fact, and gives something better: "For the sake of your holiness the Lord will not be gracious to you — that is certain; but I know that He has loved you, and will carry it through gloriously." Against our nothingness ("we are nothing… guilty… abominable") he sets only "the goodness of our God," figured as "an unfathomable sea" that "surrounds, preserves, nourishes, and swallows us up." That sea is the one thing trust can rest on; and it is the sea he prays may "enclose and swallow you up too, when you die."

The close is a benediction and a commendation: "go hence in peace… behold, love, praise, and worship the God who has loved us — before whose face we shall (as I humbly hope) soon meet again." He lays Weck "down into the open arms of Jesus, who is near to you," with a word that his community's prayers go with him — "we do not forget you" — and signs himself with a phrase that quietly refuses the finality of death: "I remain, here and above, your devoted, weak brother." Here and above — bound to him on both sides of dying.

A few words and echoes.

  • this very moment I hear of your illness. Den Augenblick — just now, this instant; the subject "I" is left unspoken in the German.
  • whether this letter will still find you in the mortal life. Benrath supplies "letter" for the bare dieses, and glosses Sterblichkeit as "the temporal, earthly life."
  • be it toward life or toward death. Romans 14:8 — "whether we live therefore, or die, we are the Lord's."
  • the Lord will not be gracious to you for the sake of your holiness. The Protestant nerve of the whole: favor rests on His love, not our merit — Ephesians 2:8–9; Titus 3:5.
  • an unfathomable sea… surrounds… nourishes, and swallows us up. Tersteegen's own figure for the immensity of God's goodness, in which the creature is at once kept and lost — the Meer der Gottheit of the mystical tradition; the "in Him we live, and move, and have our being" of Acts 17:28.
  • here and above. hier und droben — on earth and in heaven; the fellowship the letter refuses to let death break.
Cite this letter
Gerhard Tersteegen, Geistliche und erbauliche Briefe, Zweiter Band, III. Theil, Brief 47 (Solingen, 1773–75); trans. Jarred Fenlason, https://gerhardtersteegen.com/letters/bdii-thiii-047.html.
trans. Jarred Fenlason · gerhardtersteegen.com/letters/bdii-thiii-047 · all rights reserved

English translation © Jarred Fenlason · All rights reserved · gerhardtersteegen.com.