Conduct amid the changeableness of one's state.
The Hundred and Thirtieth Letter.
Conduct amid the changeableness of one's state.
Beloved friend and sister!
Your state seems changeable to you, and it is so in part, because you do not remain enough in the Unchangeable, and keep looking at yourself according to that part which cannot but be subject to a thousand changes. Look at yourself, and walk according to your ground, just as you express it at the end of your last letter, namely: I will have no creature-love, no world-love, no self-love, and so forth. Say this to God — but from the heart, and amid all the changes of your state.
Indeed, since creature-love, world-love, and self-love have dwelt only too long in our mind and heart — so that one might well wish to forget even their images and names — it would be still better to say: Lord! I will have only Thee; only please Thee; and love Thee purely. My God, and all my good!
Say this from the heart, even when the contrary would stir; when distractions, temptations, darknesses, or whatever it may be, assail you. Stay by your ground, and then, though all the waves beat over your little ship, there is no danger. Whatever you read or hear is all for you, if this sense and ground can thereby be strengthened or awakened — no further. Do not reflect, and do not think upon others! While you do so, do everything simply unto the Lord; if He is satisfied with you, what more would you? He bless you!
Your fellow-combatant.
Mülheim, the 9th of January 1733.
German
Der hundertunddreißigste Brief.
Verhalten unter der Veränderlichkeit des Zustandes.
Geliebte Freundin und Schwester!
Dein Zustand scheint dir veränderlich zu seyn, und ist es auch zum Theil, weil du nicht genug in dem Unveränderlichen bleibest, und dich stets nach dem Theil ansiehest, das nicht anderst als tausend Abwechslungen unterworfen seyn kann.
— Opening lines of the original German. The complete transcription of all 605 letters appears in the forthcoming Encounter Press critical edition; Brief 1 is shown in full as a sample.
German text: public domain (1773–75 first edition / 1845 Gesammelte Schriften).
Translator’s notes
What this letter is. A short, steadying letter of direction, written 9 January 1733 to Else Otterbeck (who also receives Briefe 127 and 128). She has evidently written that her inward "state" feels unstable — up one day, down the next. Tersteegen neither dismisses this nor lets her dwell on it. Yes, he says, your state is changeable in part — but only "because you do not remain enough in the Unchangeable, and keep looking at that part of yourself which cannot but be subject to a thousand changes." The whole letter is about where to fix one's attention: not on the fluctuating feelings, but on the unchanging "ground" — the deep, God-ward center of the soul.
His practical advice is to make her own resolve into a prayer. She had ended her last letter with a renunciation — "I will have no creature-love, no world-love, no self-love" — and he tells her to keep saying it, but "to God, and from the heart." Better still, he gives her the positive form of the same thing: "Lord! I will have only Thee; only please Thee; and love Thee purely. My God, and all my good!" Say it, he urges, precisely "when the contrary would stir," when "distractions, temptations, darknesses" come. Then comes the image the letter is remembered for: "Stay by your ground, and though all the waves beat over your little ship, there is no danger." The storm may rage on the surface; the anchored soul is safe. He ends with a bracing rule against introspection and comparison — "Do not reflect, and do not think upon others! … do everything simply unto the Lord; if He is satisfied with you, what more would you?" — and a blessing: "He bless you!"
A few words and echoes.
- The Unchangeable. The letter's anchor — God, "with whom is no variableness" (James 1:17); the soul steadies itself not by managing its moods but by resting in Him.
- The "ground." Tersteegen's key term (Grund) for the deep, God-ward center of the soul, the soul's ground — one is to "walk according to" it, beneath the surface changes.
- "I will have no creature-love…" Else's own renunciation, quoted back to her — to be said not as a verdict on herself but as a prayer "to God, from the heart."
- "Lord! I will have only Thee." The positive prayer he gives her — the whole of religion in a breath; an echo of the psalmist: "Whom have I in heaven but thee? … God is the strength of my heart, and my portion for ever" (Psalm 73:25–26).
- "Though all the waves beat over your little ship." The letter's memorable image (an echo of the storm on the lake, Mark 4:37) — surface turmoil cannot harm the soul that stays by its ground; "there is no danger."
- Against introspection. The closing rule — "do not reflect, and do not think upon others"; endless self-examination and comparison only feed the instability; simplicity toward God cures it.
trans. Jarred Fenlason · gerhardtersteegen.com/letters/bdi-thi-130 · all rights reservedEnglish translation © Jarred Fenlason · All rights reserved · gerhardtersteegen.com.